Saturday 13 February 2010

First Lunar New Year Without Mum

It has been 8 months plus since I lost mum and the missing bit remains strong.

As the time draws near to a brand new Lunar Year, the world seems suddenly so empty and the sense of desperation and anguish appear to be eternity.. The pain of her absence is so acute that her images, laughter, loving hugs, wise words... flash through the mind like a looped video.

Last evening, as we offered our prayers to mum, sister and I were so overwhelmed that tears simply fell like rain...

Mummy......
This moment
I am missing you so much more
And .. words fail me.. this very moment...