Five Weeks In Memory.....

I like this picture.

It was taken at home on the first day of Chinese New Year in 2008.

It was a beautiful day of sunshine and the picture speaks of love and joy.

Memories of mum is always about Love, Joy and Peace.

Today, we are remembering mum after her 35th day of passing. Strangely, it reminds me of her last moments in her room. It is a simply decorated room but it is a peaceful place that offers love, warmth and comfort. It is a place where we share our many conversations, little hugs and loving kisses.

We were all with her during her last moments - touching her, talking to her, encouraging her, comforting her, loving her, and chanting to her.

Eventually, her face relaxed and broke into a beautiful and peaceful smile.

We cleansed mum very gently with water fragranced with fresh jasmine and lime leaves. Her still form, surrounded by the jasmine flowers and the gentle chanting of Amibitha, exuded calmess.

I experienced a new perception - the room seemed to have cleared and a very soft hue of light seemed to have brightened up every corner. It could be the emotion of situation but I know, mum is resting in peace in this realm and peaceful in the next realm, practicing and also being blessed by the Triple Gem.

I miss you so much Mum
But
Today
Tomorrow
Everyday onwards
I know...
You are in Good Hands..
And do not worry
We are fine
And we are practicing the Path
Soon
The right time
The right place
We will connect
For sure